i have finally something to wake me up. the sudden realization of things makes me shiver, but i am definetly going to work my way up.
i'll do my very best at least and build the confidence i had.

today i realized that sometimes even though a person who is very good at what he/she does has really bad personality and tend to look down on people. i guess it's arrogance, but that's what makes them what they are good at. i have to learn to accept it, but somehow i can't. cause i know they have the talent but really, we all do have talent, it's just whether you notice it or not but it's this sort of people that discriminate others and makes other feel small where they won't be able to have the opptunity to shine.

personally i think it's selfish in a rather self-centered way. i mean we are all special after all, each individual has one gift that everyone is still trying to find but only do we occasionally do. i guess the problem with us is that we are always constantly in denial and i should think that this people who have found thier talent should be glad that they found thier talent and nothing else more than that.

this is my self-thought of course, as an individual and as a person. i personally feel that there will be others out there who would feel the same.

for me, it's not arrogance but pride.
pride in our work
pride in what we do
pride in our effort
for this is what makes our work special

why are some of us so freakining greedy that we constantly want more?
well i guess cause there's too much to conquer.

tagged replies:
DarkSR: 0___0
E.T.: thanks, you too. :)